December 2010
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so ... in 2010
i graduated high school with pretty good grades and honors. made it into all but one school i applied for (chose to go to hunter like a moron). been in an ambulance for the first time and couldnt stop asking questions. got a new laptop, which crashed .. but came back. got a new camera, realized im pretty damn good at this photography jizz. started a tumblr. grades dropped. but at least i got a pic...
jonruiz:
1993 1994 199 1996 1997 1998 1999 2000 2001 2002 2003 2004 2005 2006 2007 2008 2009 2010 2011
damn jon. i didnt know you time traveled from 1994 to the year 199. and then back to 1995. thats awesome. what was it like? i never hear of the year 199 … ugh i hope it was a blast.
question?
what the fuck are we doing here. this makes no sense.
i like it ...
i like having control of my life completely. not in the metaphorical sense but in the psychical sense i guess. i like being able to have the power to end my life when ever and how ever i please. not going to or anything … i just like the idea of how easy someone can just get away.
Day 15: your favorite american idol winner.
i honestly dont give a shit. but i believe i have the most respect for kelly clarkson. can the only other ones i know are fantasia and ruben and i dont even know if theyre winners. and i think jordan sparks is just chris brown in a fat suit.
i want to sleep
i dont want to wake up. i mean that in the most human way possible. i just want to stay in my dreams. want to stay where my mind fucks with its self and doesnt know what to change. one long forever dream.
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soo … my laptop crashed. =/
theyre sending a new hard drive. i lost everything that ive done on it post november 26th. thats 1 month of information. 1 month of my life lol. damn pirated photoshop.
Day 11: name of your elementary school.
P.S 194 Raoul Wallenberg School lmfao i still remember the anthem we had for it. long ass song. EAGLE PROGRAM EVERY YEAR ALL YEAR WHATT.
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Day 7: your favorite reciepe
i dont have one. fore i do not cook. and when i do cook i figure mixing in random ingredients will make it taste good. for example … when making shrimp one day i added some sazon (spanish seasoning), BBQ chips that i crumbled up and lime jell-o powder. shits came out really good and everyone loved it had no clue.
theres this thing they say ...
dont take candy from strangers. never. why? cause they can poison that shit, thats why. well, people also say: “dont buy “candy” from somebody you dont trust” i always abided by that rule. not being a heavy smoker (dont even think i can be considered a light smoker) i was actually in the mood to smoke. the person i got the said candy from had supplied before and it was...
Day 6: your favorite quote.
“there are only patterns, patterns on top of patterns, patterns that affect other patterns. patterns hidden by patterns within patterns. if you watch close, history does nothing but repeat itself. what we call chaos is just patterns we havent recognized. what we call random is just patterns we cant decipher. what we cant understand we call nonsense. what we cant read...
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i want to ditch everything. its becoming hard not to think about leaving everyone. i think i know i am alone, but im not. maybe i should go somewhere new to feel real loneliness. go somewhere new and feel real quiet. go somewhere new and feel real. let my head take me where ever it feels right. id mature and then come back a few years from now a different person; maybe the person i actually want...
